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okay, it didn't take much time to implement my decision. hmm, its amazing, for the first time in my life, i have implemented something within minutes of thinking or planning it. so, i hope this one's gonna stay (GOD, wont that be a good way to teach me the need to act and not just talk, some impetus please).

so, i have good news and bad news. i got fired, yeah, been working my ass off for 8 years, worked my way up from student to one of the best, but diversification and outsourcing meant, the lot machine would choose me over that guy who sits in the corner poking his nose with his pencil all day. productivity, excellence, blah, blah..they are myths in a randomly organising industry. i feel nothing plays a bigger part in life than luck and hope is nothing but waiting with an optimistic feeling that if not today tomorrow, luck is going to be in your favor.

so i decided, never again, am i going to work under someone and never will i leave anyone feeling the way i feel, if they happen to work under me. no, i am not an entrepreneur in the making. i just seem to be on a high now, like after having 6 or 7 red bulls (redbull gives you wwiiiings <with a twang> lol)

ciao